Another page of my book ‘so called life…

Everyone told me I need to be strong and a man I should be. 

Not to shed tears not to cry out.

Boys should be strong & successfull as well. The power of race, our salaries will tell, When we are hurt our eyes dont leak.

Emotions are for girls and boys are never weak, the pain is never less, we are humans too…

In the world of genders, we also grew. But believe me a bit, I wont ever cry.

I will stand strong, I will fight till I die…

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Kaise kahe tumse ki hum galat nahi the, waqt galat tha…

“Kaise kahe tumse ki hum galat nahi the, waqt galat tha…Kaise kahe tumse ki iraade galat nahi the, unka anzaam galat tha…

Kaise kahe tumse ki jhagde galat nahi the, unko badhana galat tha…

Kaise kahe tumse ki ishq-e-jajbaat galat nahi the, umeed ka sapna galat tha…

Kaise kahe tumse ki dil galat nahi the, unka dhadkna galat tha…
Kaise kahe tumse haath galat nahi the, unka milna galat tha…

Kaise kahe tumse hum galat nahi the, waqt galat tha…”

Ek adhure kalam se…

“wo mere paas baith kar bahot baate batati rehti, jo main kbhi sun na bhi nahi chahta tha wo bhi batati rehti, duniya bhar ki baate… Use bhi pata tha ki main kuch sun na nahi chahta fir bhi sb batati rehti, main bhi beech beech me dhyan de diya karta tha… Shayad use achaa lagta tha kisi apne se sari baate batana, or fir sunte sunte mera bhi dil halka ho jata or wo baate karti karti nahi thakti…”

wo ek din they jab shayad sukoon uski hi baaton se milta tha or aaj ek din hai jab sukoon sirf sannate se milta hai, na koi awaaj naa koi shor… Shhhhhh

 

“Tum to mard ho, tum keh sakte ho…”

Shaadi ki pehli raat, usne uska ghunghat utha kar kaha…Suno ye shaadi zabardasti hui hai, main kisi or ko chahta tha lekin mere ghar wale razi nahi they… main unse lad nahi paya, 

Tumse shaadi meri mazboori thi, shayad me tumhe zindagi me wo pyaar na de paunga… Jiski tum haqdaar ho…

Ye keh kar wo utha or dusre kamre me chala gya…

wo waha gumsum baithi khali kamre ko dekh rahi thi…

Uske dil me bhi aaya hoga ki zor -zor se cheekh kar bolu-

Sirf tum nahi, main bhi kisi ko dil-o-jaan se chahti thi…

Zindagi guzarana chahti thi uske saath, lekin ghar wale raazi nahi they…

Main bhi haar gayi or tumse shaadi kar li,

“tum to mard ho, tum to keh sakte ho…”

Magar main kis’se kahu?

Jazbat they ki lafzon ka bandhan todna chah rahe they…

Jaise keh rahe ho, ye chup ki riwayat tod du… Aaj tod du…

Magar halak tak aate aate lafzon ne aansuon ki shakal le li…

Awaaz dum tod gayi lekin riwayat na toot saki…